Wow.

Will is going back to school. He is student teaching. AND he is working every night. AND it is really hard.

Wow.

Wait it gets better.

The whole reason he is doing all this is for me. He is doing it because he loves me, he wants to take care of me, and support me. He is doing it for our family. He is doing it for the babies that are just prayers in our hearts right now.

WOW!


But, like I said it's hard. And today I messed up. He called with a need. A very simple need. He was thirsty.

But it was hot. And there was traffic. And I have no air conditioning. And I was tired. And I couldn't find my debit card. And I got really cranky :(


Ooops.

Later, he was hungry. So I made some bow tie pasta with alfredo and chicken and I even snuck in some peas. And I made a second trip to see him. We set it between us on the double dutch door and ate together, him on his side in his office, and me in the hall leaning over. It was the most romantic dinner I've ever had. We talked. And I fell more in love with him.

On the way home God started talking to me.

He said, "Will's needs are above your own. You promised that when you married him..."


and he said "There is joy in serving others..."


and he said "You can't meet all of Will's needs, only I can do that..."


Oh, and he said "I love you."




wow. Wow. WOW!